I have been bent and broken, but — I hope — into a better shape.
(via anditslove)
My 2016 recap
Thank god that this year is almost over. I can’t wait to start fresh next year. I’ve been through a lot this past year. Ended up in the hospital because of my anemia back in February. I had a huge family uproar that I truly wish went in a different direction. I actually got married in March. I thought I was luckiest girl ever to finally spend the rest of my life with the one I love. Two months later found out that the guy I was so deeply in love with wanted the outs. I tried my best to get all the paper work together for me to move to a different country and be with him. I had to make sure my medical was all current and take care of a few errands. I tried to work things out with him, but all has failed. June, I ended up going back to the hospital for outpatient procedure. The procedure would help with me from further blood loss that caused my anemia. I lost myself during the summer and ended up in deep depression. I didn’t like going out and I just sheltered myself in my room. After awhile I felt like I should just tell my friends and family what’s going on. I started going out more, lots of drinking and clubbing. Since I wasn’t going to Japan, I decided to move to Vegas in September and things looks like it’s brightening up. Found a job in November which I ended up quitting. The work environment wasn’t for me. I traveled a lot to California to run away from my stress. Recently, The man whom I married, I found out started dating a Japanese girl after 3 months after our marriage. She ended up wanting to follow me but unrequested it. I was hurt about it, but I need to move past it. I’m still currently trying to get back on my feet. I went thru many emotions this year. From being scared as fck ending up in the hospital, to being super happy and in love, to losing myself to depression, and now picking myself back up. I’m hoping that 2017 will bring better things for me.
